Fix Him


How many things I would like to fix!
Especially one.
How many people I would like to fix!
Especially one.

But NO.
People have issues.
As long as they are mine,
I have issues.

Even if I could change things,
even if I could change people,
I would have my issues,
I would remain reliant on others
solving my hidden dilemmas.

Changing others
would let me feel proud of myself
facing their feelings as a stone wall.
Changing myself
eradicates all my pride
facing my feelings as a broken glass.

I fall on my knees and pray.

How many things would you like to fix?
- Especially one.
How many people would you like to fix?
- Especially one.
Fix him.
- I do, all the time.



Serenity