This day is all I have,|
this short moment of happiness,
sitting in front of my keyboard,
peacefully letting my heart feel
the fears of tomorrows.
Next week will be there:
full of anxiety,
filled with pain,
making me feel small and humble
in front of issues I am not able to control.
I will do it one day at a time,
crying each day,
letting go each day,
feeling what I have to feel,
learning my lessons,
finding bits of myself.
I know next week will be full of pain
but I am looking forward to it.
It is only that I have to cry,
I have to face my own feelings
and the one they call with my name.
I love myself one day at a time
but sometimes I really wish
I did not have those heavy feelings.
One day at a time.
That's all I have.